march 3, 2009

Well today is the first official day i am in a new relationship. It's a bit odd for me, but i will get used to it. I adore Jake so all is well! He is the complete opposite of my last boyfriend which i find to be a huge relief. I'm a bit scared of the future but none-the-less welcome it with open arms. I feel like people who don't understand change cant live life to the fullest. People, sometimes, try and stay in one spot (physically and/or mentally) out of fear, but i love change! The change in my life has helped me grow so much and i appreciate it more and more every day. As cliche as this may sound, life is definitely a book and each new experience should be considered a new chapter. Sometimes the chapter youre reading is great but, who knows, the next may be better than the last!

I'm at work right now, I'm a nanny to a 2 and 6 year old. Precious girls, Amya and Azaria. I just put them to sleep so i get to relax and watch tv. *i get paid to do this, haha!*


Dream time! Last night i had such an odd dream, i was with two relatively close friends and we were all supposed to go to someones house for a party or something and apparently i forgot socks. So i asked them to wait for me and instead they ran off laughing together and i had to find the house on my own. Sometimes i feel like that in real life with these two particular friends, so maybe it's symbolic of something. The socks i dont quite understand but thats alright, haha! My dreams are crazy. For example: Sushi Your Name! ---->explaination! There is this resturaunt called 'Sushi Your Name' but they did not sell sushi. When you got to the window you had to say "sushi mary" (in my case) but whatever your name is you put in after sushi. You had to do this so you could get your food. It was strange!

anyways, until tomorrow!